gone's Journal

12:46am: was that it.. just a hi??

7:08pm: well i guess things dident work out soo well now in a place that i never thought i would have to deal with and its soo hard i really dont know what to do about any of it i have a few ideas but none that iv though all the way trough i just feel like all lost like how people say i lost a piece of themselfs, i feel like i lost most of me! i just dont know what im gonna do yet but no matter what if your reading this just know that if yoou dont deside to take me back i hope you can fine someone that will love you as much as i do now

10:15pm: im goin 10 different diretions right know but im tite so it will work out

8:10pm: did not see that one coming

11:00am: wtf if thats how things are gonna be then fuck it, i can deal with that

10:36pm: im bored

6:35pm: dude im the coolest i make one entry since like 4 months and everyones all over it that just goes to show how cool i am for sure

6:25pm: well its been a wile since iv been up it this mug but its time but i just wanted to update that i love jessica she really is a super super great g/f she puts up with way to much shit that i give her but i love her and i think im gonna have to show her but your the best hun youv always been thare forme and ill never forget that

12:52am: hello world well today was cool not much to talk about just wanted to make an entry and dude i never have anything to talk about so on this entry i think i would like some say on what my next topis should be its the viewers pick :) so pick a good one

10:21pm: today was a good day no badness well i lie my back hert all day and i dont know why it was super weird but my hun helped make it feel better and dude i love that girl she just sooo great and ohhh yeah im geting sick of this hair shit cuz its getin too long and i dont want spikes cuz its been done in the past sooo what am i gonna do every body shave it spike it wave it let it grow whats the deal give me your input it would really help and im leanin on shavin it but i know a sertan someone dosent like that so help me out and I LOVE JESSICA HOKE she the best

9:00pm: well today was a very fun day at work jk i lied it was ok cuz all the cool kids were workin today and thinsmorin i started a savings acount woooo who thats neat but im a little sad guy i havent talked,seen or herd from jess almost alllll week end woooo n/m she just got online well i guess all is boo and times rock on and dude two people now have said i remind tham us crush on finding nemo thats sooooo cool

10:57pm: well life is good this is gonna be a short week thank god but i have to work on friday so i dident egt much freetime but its boo after i get my truck and make it all neat ill be ok butbesides that friends are great i havent really hung out with anyone latly i guess its becouse i work weekend but i think theyl forgive me and today i have to say the funest moment was when ashley got katchup all over her shoe dude i dont know why that was soo cool just the look on her face but than i realized i had some me to so no good and like always i have to have somethin about jess well to sum us up righ now, very great witch makes me happy its getin close to a year weel in like 5 months but none the less i love her a lot even tho she coulent really talk to much today and i dident see her to much at school but its ok she ll just have to make it up to me love you hun anyways so yeah like i said shits goin good i could work on a few things like school but i perfure not o think about it so :(:(:( well nitenite

10:08pm: i feal soooooooo great today started out pritty good with work and all it was an ok day i wasent in a bad mood or anything so yay than after i saw a movie with jess and we did a lot of talkin and wtf omg i love her soooo fuckin much cuz yo we have our probs no doubt but just being with her and having that feeling where you can just be you and talk about anything with we did and also just looking at tham and knowin how bad you love tham i wish i could better explane the greatness of it all a little bit better but i know i feel great so yyaaayyyyy!!!! i love jess

11:01pm: i had a horible day work in the mornin come home to bordom and mad at one or two peoples and than i got in a stupid fight with a sertan someone but let me tell yeah after that whole day of shit and madness boredness and shit and in the matter of about 20mins yoru whole day gets tured around and you feel great dude let me tell ya if you dont know the feeling its great and you know its gotta be love il tell ya people sometimes that girl can make me want to punch nathan in the head but the reast of the time i lov her to death an even when im pissed at her i still love the shit out of her and i still would love to be with her that sit for now but man im feelin good

10:09pm: well nothin new in my life rightnow i went to work today that was nice i guess and i hope i see jess this weekend thats abotu it sorry my lifes boring

5:19pm: well well well today was pritty cool aaron sorta fucked up my trunk to my car but thats ok hes gonna pay for it so im not mad and dude i like wareing thos kind of shirts i was whareing today i dont know why but i like tham and dude to top off my day my beautifal fg got sexyer today witch is very very neat dude hun you looked so different not a bad different at all you really look very good and yeah my hopes are hi so yeah very cool day and again hun your lookin great

6:17am: i hate school it was sooooo hard getin up thismorin im goin home today and sleeping forsureand its cold in these times of chillieness san diego need too be at home under there blankets with thare fg's :):):) well i guess its off to school than another day of hard work and yeah thats about iti really dont want to go to first tho but fuck :(

10:10pm: im tired

9:47am: dudes last night was super cool it was sorta spooky at some points but that made it cooler when i have more energy il write about it but man thst was a fun night

1:52pm: no one ever comments :( im not loved in the lj world its cool i dont need you tricks and hoes anyways

7:53am: well life has been pritty neat but im geting sick out of fucking noware :( so i feel pooish today ill prob just sleep all day with the woo he seems to like my bad now so rock on il have company but as always i miss my jessica we got into it a tab bit last night just a smig but the outcome of it all was happyness sometimes it gets a little stupid that she can never hang out but i just love that girl sooo much and altho like i said were hardly with eachother the though of not being with her at all would suck a fat one so i know what im gonna do oh yeah and fot all of you who read my journal i realize that its mostly about jess but in till youguys give me something else as important to write about thaqn this is how it will be

9:59pm: THE DAY
well well well today was a day to remember first i wake up at 5 to drive my bro to work so i can use his truck witch just led to one big ditch fest than from marcos house it wouldent start so we bump started it how fun and we thought for like an hour it was a bad ass oil leak but nooo the whole time it was the fuckin kill swith than after school i went to el and that was neat saw some hoe and bitchs and jessica :( i miss her its a friday night i need my jess :(:(:( i guess its ok ill se her tomarrow than at work dude i had to clean up some kids shit mass he went down the slide and made a trail hahaha it was g -ross but all and all one big adverture and thats about it oh yeah jess when you read this i love you a lot hu and incase i dont talk to you tomarrow i dont get off till 6 sooooo ill be thare at 6;30ish but no worrys just get my tiket incase and i cant wait to see you hun I LOVE YOU!!!

12:39am: GREAT NIGHT AND I SURE DO LOVE THAT GIRL
well i havent got up in here for a wile dude tonight was crazy the weirdest night iv ever had thnaks to manda rock on good times

butttt the bigest reson i got on here is bucause i got the sudden erge to let some one know somethin sooo.. i just want to say the I LOVE JESS SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! i mean i really want to find a way to say it in words but DUDE theres so much great feeling that i dont know where to start i just feel so great about us and her and i fell sorta bad cuz she looks really good tonight and i was just gonna tell her at the table but i forgot cuz im a loser so no good :( but yeah she was hott!! and i just love that girl MORE than a fat kid loves cake and thats a lot and again if you dident care about me and jess or what i have to say about her than your gay and I LOVE JESS!!!

10:13pm: like shit
well today was not the most fun day i was sick so i stayed home i felt like shit and missed everybody all i had to look forwed to was smallville witch let me say i dont like how things are goin in that world clark is being all poo to lana but time will tell and anyways the sore body passed all i have now is a running running nose and a mild cough so will prob be at school tomarrow but keep clear and i hope i feel better in the mornin i really need some feel better

9:27pm: greatness
well i havent updated in a bit so i think its about time well if you dont like to red about me and jess stop now and read the ps at the bottem cuz that sall this is about that girl makes me soooooo fuckin happy that last few weeks with her have been great we hit the 6 month mark so rock on for that one and iv also though about a few things in the passed two weeks and i dont know it was just happy to realize and im just filled with good feeling of jess i wish i could get tham out but its a happness that can only be explaned in love so sorry if you were interested

p.s. iv found a new passion for backin it up on anyone a bit weird huh?